I NEED HELP!!!! I CAN"T STANDIT ANYMORE!!! SCH IS A CHORE NOW..N I'M LIVING IN A HOUSE..THIS IS NO HOME TO MI!!!! I ONLI FIND RELIEF IN NCC...HQ NCC..WHERE I CAN RELAX N WHERE I CAN GET AWAY FRM THE FUCKED UP BUNCH OF PPL...HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fucked up day...todae gonna b another fucked up day..i hate being at home...my mum is picking on mi again...wth...i starting to believe tt i'm not her son...y does she hafta pick on mi...BITCH!!!...fucking bitch...mi elder bro is also trying to find trouble wif mi...stupid FUCKER!!!..this world is so fucked...i hate being born in this family...yes...n i'm rite...i should not bother being nice to them...y shoud i when they dunno how to b nice when others r nice to them...bunch of fucked up ppl...i wanna get out of here..but y bother rite...when i say i'm going out she will haf comments again..yes...n will start to nag...nag nag nag...even if i say i'm going to study...but if it was the fucked up guy asking...then she will not say anything...fucked up...she vjuz dun trust mi...juz look at wat happen when i stayed over at dar's place on fri...i think someone is backstabbing mi...mayb i should get out of this place forever...i hated being at home wif them ard...y they can't use thier brains n think the reason y i can b nice to mi frens n not them...FUCKED UP!!!!!...i wanna get out of here!!!!..pls someone pls help mi!!!!!

yoyo..back again..haha..home again..went driving on fri then after tt took cab down to HQ NCC for interview for OS CLT award..waste mi money..actually dun hafta b there so early..haiz..then hang ard at HQ NCC wif ian n maz..after tt went AMK central..meet up wif dar,des,hs n ys..haha..suprised rite? ys...haha...well..then after tt went dar house n stayed over coz todae got swim trial at tampines safra..was lazy to wake up early stayed over at dar's n he dad drove us there this morning..well was suprised tt ys stayed over till 5 this morning..haha..then missed the qualifying time for the trial by 30 SECS!!!..can u believe it?..haha..wth..anyway mi, dar n farhan all did not qualify..then was told to book for another trial if u wanna join the biathlon..haiz...sianz...30SEC onli lor..y they not flexible one??..haha..then rush down to HQ NCC for affirmation AOP after lunch at tampines mall..heng nv took cab sia..was able to make it..haiz..but go there do nothing..kenna faked there...haha..did nothing much..hear ppl tok cock...haiz..after tt went dar house took a bath b4 going to town to meet joy for dinner wif dar ian maz angie...after tt went walk walk..saw alot of ncc frens...then took cab home wif maz..well veri tired liaoz..n think tt's all..bye..nitez..

have not been updating recently..well..this week is mi study week next week is common test week liaoz..haha..but mi nv update not coz mi been studying veri hard...haha..is coz too lazy...well now coming to fri liaoz 5 more mins like tt..n u noe wat..i haven started mi revision yet..haiz..this sem really jiala..been veri lazy..lecture sleep..tutorial nv do..mi sch mates are like avoiding mi coz mi veri lazy..haha..wth..human are fake..well..
been veri bz this few days...eveyday xcept wed got driving frm 10.30 to 12..haha..so u might haf guessed mi morning veri late then wake up lor..haha..then afternoon n nitez burnt coz been helping mi frens wif accounts..haha..not sch frens..but ncc frens...actually afternoon n nitez burnt also partly bcoz i lazy to study..other than help them wif accounts..the trest of the time mi spent sleeping n using computer..haiz..can't believe i so lazy..
wed went swimming..onli swim 11 laps..n can't even swim 1 full lap freestyle...really bad sia..been veri lazy this week onli went swimming on wed..other than tt nv train liaoz..n mi swim trial is on sat..omg...dun think can pass..how to swim 30 laps within 40min when i can't even complete a lap using freestyle?..haiz..
tomolo burnt again morning got driving..after got interview for outstanding clt..haha..dun ask mi how i get shortlisten..i also dunno..juz sent it the application form..then like tt get shortlisted liaoz..haha..i nv believe tt i'm a gd leader..so dun even tok bout outstanding clt...well..ncc is juz so cock up sometimes..but well..if i get it..then well..gd lor..at least got something to remind mi bout ncc when i'm older..if not nvm lor..i am not outstanding in anyway...haha..well but if i do get it there will b lots of unhappiness among the clts..but who cares..i dun gif a damm man..it juz a plaque anyway..n i dun need it to help mi in NS or wat,if it does help..coz i'm already a regular in SAF...haha..
haiz..this few days keep haing conflict wif mi family members..sunno y..juz can't seems to get along wif them..i juz feel funni being nice to them...or should i say i'm not use to being nice to mi famly..funni rite?..haiz..i dunno...mi mum seems to b picking on mi..yes...i may not b nice towards mi family..but do care k?..time will show the truth..i juz dun like to b disturd when i dong my own things...i dunno y..but i juz like tt..i dun tok to mi family..mi mum feels tt it is unfair tt i can b nice to mi frens but not mi family..but how do u xpect mi to b nice to mi family when i dun feel close to them..i feel so distanced frm them...sometimes i juz feel so lonely..so lonely in this world...seems like nobody seems to care or b bothered bout mi..mayb it mi personality..i juz too cold towards ppl...yes angie is rite..i'm a totally different person when i'm in uniform in front of mi cadets..i juz too cold too strict...mayb i need to change..mayb i should treat them more nicely..more like fren who cares..when mayb mi perception of a gd leader has always been wrong..mayb i also need to change mi attitude towards mi family..how to do tt?...well i hafta find out myself...



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interested in politics and will fight for what
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but when you do, watch out world. You would
fight to the death to hold onto a relationship.
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in the storm; someone stable and constant while
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haf u ever wondered whether u really luv a gal or whether it is juz infatuation?..haha..this qns has been popping up in my mind for the past few days..hmm..really wondering wat's luv...how i wish i could come up wif an ans...anyway went ncc yesterday...woke up at 6.30..but was still late..can u believe it?..haiz..was supposed to meet up wif mi ncc mates at 8.45..but was 15mins late..then went HQ to attend the NCC-SPH School Pocket Money Fund thingy..well..was a veri important event but went anyway coz i've given mi words to go...then swiss was without a clt for trg..well wat to do..seems like everybody has something on tt day..well..everybody is committed to swiss but isn't it ironic tt all of us could not turn up for a trg at the same time..haha..i wun say i'm committed to swiss..coz i feel more happy at HQ NCC..or should i say..HQ NCC(AIR)..haha..then in the afternoon went for the supernumberies briefing..well..found out tt it is really a great..could learn quite a few useful things out of it even if u dun get any appointments for parades..think it will b a enriching experience for mi..haha..well gtg liaoz..mi grandma having house warming todae..haha..cya

school is so damm boring todae...i was so damm angry at mi tutor...took so long for the tutorial..haiz...dunno y i seems to b in a bad mood these days..wanted to go stay overnite at AMQ todae..but dun think going le..feel so extra if i go coz i'm not going for camp feast...well...the world still sux..n ppl are still so fake..well got some damm nasty things to say..well but...haha..nvm...well sometime ppl are juz so dumb saying one thing n doing another..try to make themselves sound so great but nv realise tt wat their action are contradicting their words..haha..how dumb can ppl get?..well nvm...dun give a damm...some ppl juz think tt they are so great..shall c how hard they fall..haha...sound so evil..but well...i juz hate ppl who try act great in front of mi...mayb i'm jealous..watever u say..i juz dun like ppl who act big..haha..
read some email n thought bout some comments mi frens gave...starting to wonder wat luv is all about again..if u really like someone do u care bout wat ur frens say?..the ans seems veri clear..but well..nvm..haha...seems like i'm abit hooked on smoking..need one every morning..haha..great..now i'v got miself into trouble..haha..but nvm can get out of wat i get miself into..yes..i can do it..haha...

yo...juz got back from my run...haiz..took so long to finish todae..wth..haiz..sch was boring todae..lectures throughout..hafta go coz exam coming..muz c if got any tips not..haha..really in need of them..haf not been hardworking this year...n i'm really really sick of fast food..been having them two days..sian...ate Mac KFC n BK in two days..wth..well...seems like i'm rite..ppl are fake..thehy come to u onli when they need u...show concern to get into ur gd books then after they get wat they wan frm u..they f off..used to it man..y can ppl b true to each other?..haha..the world is juz so fake..
anyway..do u believe tt if u really like someone..u should tell him or her?..it's not tt i like someone but juz wondering if if it's true..coz wat if telling tt person will coz u to lose one fren?..n how do u noe if u really like tt person?..wat if u juz had a crush on tt person n after u tell him/her, ur got together..u found out tt he/she is not meant to be..wun tt b a disaster?..haha..well mayb i'm thinking too much but..well..mayb tt's y i dare not like someone..coz of the fear of being rejected or finding out tt we ain't meant for each other in the end...

yesterday has been quite a gd day..except until i got online..yes..ppl for ur info mi blog is for ur viewing pleasure..if u haf any comment i would appreciate it if u would email mi or put it on my tag board..otherwise pls STFU..shall not continue anymore b4 i say really nasty things... anyway..mi went sch wifout mi tutorials done yesterday..the tutors seem to noe are not bothered..haha..great..now mi tutors dun give a damm liaoz..then skip the onli lecture not bcoz i wan to..but mi fren dun wanna go so..no point going alone..haha..then sch ended bout an hour earlier todae..then met up wif angie to teach her accounting..walked to her sch wif her to get her text..n u noe wat..one of her frens actually ask if i'm her bro!..haha..can't believe it..then after went to west mall for dinner then went her house teach her accounting..n tok cock there coz was waiting for yas to come her house after her work..then tok cock some more b4 going home..well..not a bad day..enjoyed miself during sch n after sch..haha..
hmm..wanted to go swimming this morning..but was to lazy to wake up..now gonna prepare to go sch..haiz..two lectures stretching 6 hrs..wth..hate the days wif 2hrs break..oh ya..gonna do project later..wth...dun even noe wat the hell they are gonna do later..haiz..wtf..dun care..haha..anyway..gtg prepare liaoz..bye...

i really hate it when ppl ignore mi...yes...ppl are fake..they come to u when u r useful but fuck off when they realise tt there is someone better..all ppl are alike..no difference..fucked up world..i nv ask to b in the same grp to do project together..ur did..ur didn't even bother to ask mi if i wan to..n now u all are ignoring mi..fine..ignore mi..but dun say i dun do things..i dun do anything coz i simply dunno wat the fuck ur are doing...fuckers...bitches...now i noe y i hate sch..coz i haave few true frens there...mayb there isn't any at all...now coming to ncc..yes..ppl are rite to say tt i nv go sch trg..but ur did not bother to find out the reason y..i'm not so fortunate to haf parents supporting mi studies..i haf mi army thing to attend to...i also haf hq events to go to...so dun ever ask mi wat i haf done for the unit coz u ask urself wat the fuck haf u done at HQ level..yes..u ppl haf done things in the unit..but where are the results?..paperwork done...but no major change in the unit except tt the cadets are more fucked up...n cutting down trg time..i'm not tt dumb k?..i noe there are more than meets the eyes...so dun give mi tt dumb excuses...well...i juz dun feel gd todae..yes..i'm glad to find out tt i can swim 1.5km within 50mins..but...well i still feel unhappy..i still feel so isolated..i feel unwanted..fucked up...lonely...

todae isn't really a great day for mi..went driving but the instructor sux...yes finally got mi allocated instructor..n he really sux...always telling mi wat to do when i already noe..then after tt give dumb comment..keep asking mi to go slow when there is no need to then after tt say other cars horned at mi...wth..sux sux sux...hate driving wif him...then the plan to let all units take part in SYFOC went down the drain...the boss wan to give it to the top 4 units..nvm la...it doesn't concern mi anyway...onli tt deserving cadets can't get to march in it..think the boss noe wat he is doing...ncc seems to sux nowadays...juniors dunno the meaning of respect...even the clts...so i c no reason y the parts Ds also dun give a damm bout clts...well the world sux nowadays...dunno y..juz dun feel gd todae...wanna go swim but feel too tired to..mayb tomolo..hope i dun start procrasinating again....i really feel tired n lonely...where has everybody gone???...i feel isolated..isolated frm the ppl ard mi...i starting to hate ppl ard mi...esp mi sch...y?..i dunno...they seems so fake....i hate this world...

yo..juz got home frm ian's..haha..ppl were celebrating v day yesterday...but we were having sort of a guys nite out..wth...feel so sia wifout a date on v day..but spending it wif ur bros also not bad la..haha..was veri tired yesterday..half the day burnt bcoz of ncc..haha..then went orchard wif yas angie joy ian n dar...haha..well was checking out gals as we were walking..wondering where to go...then after tt went dar place then ian's..haiz...really miz the feeling of being in love..but love is something tt will avoid u when u try too hard n come looking for u when u dun need it..haha..wth..haiz.....hope ur had a great v day..

yoz..veri bz lately so nv update..so here wat happen these few days

Tue

sch was quite fun coz mi got do one of mi tutorial..haha..didn't do the other one thought..coz too lazy..then after sch went drivnig...haha..it was so fun..got to drive up to 80km/h...wheee...so fun..but forgot to keep a lookout for pedestrian at a zebra crossing..lucky got the instructor wif mi haha..if not dunno wat might haf happened...then went yishun to swim wif dar..haha..actually nv really swim..went for few laps then was checking out a gal..haha..after tt met up wif farhan n ian to haf dinner..then went home..so tired sia

Wed

nv did my tutorials todae...went to class smile at the tutors..haha..anyway class ended early todae..so went library to past time as i hafta wait for angie to pass her the keys tt she left wif dar..then also attended the affirmation meeting held by rozario..well..not bad la..but took up alot of time..so got home late again..haha..nv went running as i planned haiz...

Thur

TYodae..went sch for lectures onli...haha...slept throught almost 3/4 of both lectures n learnt nothing..wasted mi time sia...haha..then went running juz now...injured mi hip again..thought i injured it juz now..but remembered tt it is a old problem acting up again when ian mentioned bout it juz now..really getting old le..keep forgetting things..dunno wanna go sch to attend the onli lecture tomolo..but die die hafta go CMPB tomolo to edit a declaration form...dumb sia..onli for got to fill in two date n hafta go all the way down...wth..haha..but nvm la..think dar going wif mi tomolo..yeah...haha...

Quote of the Day: We do not remember days; we remember moments

surprise surprise..so late into the nite n i'm still up awake..haha..doing mi homework now..even more surprised rite?..when did the lazy dumb pig started to wake up his idea?..haha..actually i also dunno la..juz feel veri bad for not doing mi tutorial..n alos hope tt can act act in front f the tutor this week la..haha..mayb mi need paticipation marks this sem to pass mi modules..haha..well..todae has been a gd day except for a dumb incident in class..haha..got mi PDL n mi FTT evaluation passed..haha..great..n think tomolo can go on the rd for driving liaoz..yeepi..haha..n todae mi dumb classmate sms at the wrong time n mi tutor thought tt i wasn't listening in class..wth...stupid bitch..sabo mi..mi hate tutor telling mi off..or should i say tok to mi in a way i dun like..haha..forgive if the word bitch offended u..haha..well..to mi it is juz a normal word to describe gals..no harm intented k?..haha..btw mi decided to go for sg biathlon 2004 wif dar..dunno if it is a dumb idea..haha..mi so weak n nv train n wanna go for biathlon in march..haha..hope i nv make a wrong choice..now hafta find time to train liaoz..haiz...hope it will turn out fine..tomolo still hafta go try out c if i can swim 1.5k in 50min b4 going for the swimming trials..haiz...anyway gtg liaoz..still got one more tutorial to do..hope i can finsh fast n wake up on time tomolo..haha..cya..n hope tomolo will b better than todae :P

Quote of the Day:Whoever controls the media - the images - controls the culture

todae...stayed at home..did nothing..haha..woke up wondering which day of the week it si..n whether i hafta go sch not..wth sia..haha..then also wondering where i m...seems tt mi brain going haywire....haha..went to chinese physician todae bout mi wrist..stupid vein in the wrist abit injured..haiz..seems like cannot train pull up for a few weeks more..haiz..then slack in the house..couldn't do homework coz right hand bandaged up coz got put some dunno wat the hell on mi hand..onli can take off later at round 10 like tt..haha..so sian...

Quote of the Day:The only limit to our realization of tomorrow will be our doubts of today

wheee..feel so glad todae dunno y...went to CMPB for the JPSDS Mentorship Scheme thingy..well..learnt alot todae..about wat i can do n nots...then met mi mentor..whooo..he is MWO Sng, BMTC Scropion Coy OC sia..mayb bocz of him tt y i feel relieved..coz he gave mi lots of encouraging words n is damm veri friendly..super friendly..n i always thought tt bmtc WO r devils..haha..mayb they hafta act tt way ba...but i feel veri bad also la..coz as usual wif meeting new ppl..i'm damm quiet..so quiet tt i think he finds it diff to tok to mi haha..onli gave him veri short ans to his qns...but well so glad tt at least now i noe someone whom i can turn to if i encounter any problem wif mi army thingy..he'll b wif mi till i get mi 3SG rank..but he gif mi a feeling tt he thinks i stupid to go to ARC to ask bout the bond n signed the bond..coz it like digging ur own grave like tt(noe wat i mean? if dunno then nvm)..haha..great..at least something gd happen to mi todae..past few days really feels like shit...didn't smoke todae..well...wanted to but nv...mayb coz i feel gd todae ba..hope tt i can learn more frm the WO..haha..feel so happy..got ppl who will care bout wat the hell is happening to mi liaoz..but of course he is doing it bcoz it is part of his job..but well he seems damm caring..n telling mi tt he's gonna treat mi as if is his children really feel gd..dunno true not la..but even if not true i dun care..haha..coz after being wifout a father for so long..hearing someone who looks fatherly n is damm friendly say tt he will treat u as his children really really really feels gd...althought not planning tell him 'every' problem as i by rite should..haha..depends on how the relationship wif him turns out la...but really glad tt someone will b there if there is really an emergency..thought there r frens..but having someone old aka mature enough may be a gd thing sometimes..haha...hope tt it will really turn out great...haha...i'm so happy todae!!!!..feels so gd to b HAPPY!!!..got a feeling tt he will turn out to b a great fren too..heez =D

Quote of the Day:You have it easily in your power to increase the sum total of this world's happiness now. How? By giving a few words of sincere appreciation to someone who is lonely or discouraged. Perhaps you will forget tomorrow the kind words you say today, but the recipient may cherish them over a lifetime

todae kena fly kite by mi frens again..plan to skip sch..then they say wanna do project..when i was on mi way to take bus..came the sms tt not doing project liaoz...wth..say nv bring the material to do the project...fucked up...the reach sch so early dunno wat to do.....had to lunch alone todae..so fucking pissed..i hate being alone...yes..i'm scare of being alone coz loneliness is frightening...it is the worst thing tt can happen...
n ya...dun bother asking mi if i'm alrite coz obviously i'm not...n i'll hafta force out a fucking fake smile to ans tt qns...it's so fake..so y bother asking when u noe the ans...
btw i'm sorri if the language offend u..but i so sick of this life tt i really dunno wat to do..LIFE JUZ SUX!!!!

Quote of the Day:Nothing is exciting if you know what the outcome is going to be

my mum dun even understand mi...she dunno y i blast techno...she dunno i relax by blasting techno!!!!!!...all she noe is scold..nag..scold..nag...FUCKED UP...she dun understand how fucking pissed i'm rite now...i wanna go sleep rite now...hope tomolo will b a better day!!!...

i'm so fucking pissed todae...go sch waste time..wtf sia..went for a lecture listen to the lecturer tok cock..i was so damm sick todae n still hafta listen him tok cock..drag the lecture so long..fucker...then after went to the convention centre coz open house..wanna buy a t shirt went draw money then the fucking sales gal say dun haf mi size..wtf..the sell for wat the onli size left were those on the rack..fuck..might as well dun sell..then maz came to mi open house..went round the sch wif her...then 2.30 she went off to haf lunch wif her frens..mi took mi time stroll to the lecture theatre..mi females classmate then called say they skipping lectures so muz help them tell lie if our tutor check(they actually knew tt the lecture is cancelled)..WAT THE FUCK SIA..then saw one of mi male classmate,kelvin..wanted to go into the lecture theatre then saw the lecture cancalled note...I WAS SO FUCKING PISSED...FUCKED UP..wasted mi time from 1 to 3 waiting for the lecture..went to sch specially for it todae..coz tutor say veri important..FUCK..then kelvin called the gals who wete skipping to inform them tt the lecture is cancalled then they say they knew..FUCKERS...BITCHES...i'm SO PISSED OFF...so told mi fren who wanted mi to help her wif sec accounts tt i can meet her at JP..she say ok..then when i reach JP she say she not coming..FUCKED UP..kenna fly plane again..heng maz wasn't tt far frm mi sch when i realised lecture was cancelled so met up wif her n went JP together..heng she is wif mi..if not i will really b PISSED OFF man!!!!...n yes ppl...i started smoking again yesterday..LIFE SUX BIG TIME...i dunno y i smoked.but mayb it helped mi destressed...i feel more energetic when i smoked...yes i am dumb..i'm so dumb..but wat to do..LIFE IS SO FUCKED UP..i feel so sick todae..i feel so weak...keep coughing like hell..might well juz die...u noe y i seems so sian bout everything nowadays?..coz i missed being in love...i missed to feeling of luving n being luved by somone...it feels really great when u are in luv...i hate this world..i hate myself...i hate everything...n u noe wat..the lecture cancalled is postphoned to mon feb 9..5 to 7 pm..chee by..mi class on mon end at 12..stupid fuckers...tt means i hafta go back to sch after mi driving..fuck...i am so pissed todae...sorri for the language but i'm so pissed off todae..there is so much FUCKED UP things happening todae...esp it happened when i am sick..it really sux even more...if onli i'm in luv..........................................................

Quote of the Day:All it takes for evil to win is for good men to do nothing

went sch early todae sia...haha..reach at 9.50 like tt..mi frens were surprised tt i was early..haha..wth..then attend the lecture which took onli one hr..n skip the tax tutorial...y?..coz mi nv do the tutorial n dun wanna wait for a hrs..mi did all the worst things possible todae..except drinking..haha...wth..mayb to destress..but i feels really good man..went marina promenade wif mi fren then mi phone went flat..wth..always go flat at the wrong time...haiz..tomolo hafta go sch again..for 2 lectures..sianz...waste time again..looking forward to mon for mi driving lesson..haha..it's so fun driving... =)

Quote of the Day:If everybody is thinking alike, then somebody isn't thinking

haf not been updating this few days..was so bz..visiting mi relativess..haha..so here's wat happened..

Sunday

well actually nothing much happen la..slept till late in the morning..woke up went to temple wif mi family..then came back sleep again then went to mi god ma house lor..nothing to do there sia..then slack ard till mi mum finish her majong lor...think she quite pissed coz she couldn't game much..haha...wat to do..it's partly luck...

Mon

Well well well...it mi open house day...yeah!!..so happy sia coz mi frenz came..but abit paiseh coz the catered food does not seems nice...then is non-halal..so mi muslim frens cannot eat..haiz..next time muz inform mi mum earlier so wun cock up again..haha..hey..sorri if i not gd host k?..haha..first time wat =P..btw thanks for coming...then after they left mi relative came..this time mi quite occupied coz got gamble..haha..so happy..finally got to gamble..but so sad hfta wait till next yr liaoz..coz mi house the last they visiting..haiz..then slept at 2+ i think coz was reading the book borrowed frm daryl..tittled Y men can't listen & women can't read map..nice book sia..can consider reading..haha

Tue

todae...is one of the most torturing dae i sch this sem..didn't do any of the tutrorial again..then time seems to pass so slowly..haiz..how i will time will pass faster then..so boring..staring at the tutor dunno wth he toking sia..haha..then went driving..hmm..not bad not bad..quite fun..but the instructor was a diff one then teach thing all diff but managed to get it la..haha..heng got driving if not todae will the the suxest day ever..haha..then sleep till 8+ like tt when i got home...think hafta go do tutorial liaoz..dun wanna feel so sian again tomolo..haha..hope i will do..feel so lazy sia...haizx...hope tomolo will b a better day in sch..

Quote of the Day:Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss you'll land among the stars

yo...suprise surprise..i was able to wake up at 6+ todae..haha..partly coz maz gave mi a wake up call...had breakfast at kahtib..then was unable to get a cab to AMQ so hafta ask ian's sis to give us a ride there..hmm...found out tt com air is quite a nice guy..not as bad as i thought...mayb he juz dun haf the com look...haha...after the meeting went to AMKSS...well..ian's sis gave us a ride there again..went there look ard..feel uncomfortable coz not mi sch wat..lucky mi princess ask mi to walk her to the bus stop coz she hafta go work..also went for lunch wif her..well...it's been a really long time since we last chatted..haha..really made my day..dunno y juz feel relax..all the troubles juz seems to disappear..mayb coz she the princess ba..if she can't do it..who can?..after tt meet up wif dar they all at AMKSS again..went food centre wif them for lunch..weather todae is so hot sia..so had a ice kachang..then after tt accompany dar to go buy game n later chill out at his house till 11+..took mrt back home but onli got to jurong east..the train were all off service then..so had to take cab home..hmm...not bad la..thing went quite well for mi except when getting home..should haf stayed at dar place but no choice hafta come home otherwise might haf conflict wif mi mum...dun wanna spoil mi day sia...haha..feel relax todae..also heard bout 100+ student wanna join swiss air..hhaha...hope tt this year i can do a better job...muz make the trg interesting for them...hmm...tomolo going mi god ma house..hope it will b fun..haha..till then cya again..nitez...sweet dreamz..btw..happy hari raya haji to all mi muslim frens...

Quote of the Day:The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious